Sunday, October 24, 2004

i should be sleeping by now.

I SHOULD BE SLEEPING BY NOW.

i know, i know...

my medicine kept me vomitting and sick the whole week. i have stopped from riding the MRT and LRT because the doctor said i should take good rest before and after school. my medicine keeps me from being awake. it sedates me -- well, sort of. but it keeps me from studying long hours until the wee hours of the night. i still have to wake myself up at 12mn to study.

i should be sleeping by now. i was not able to get a decent nap the whole day. i was reading my englart prescribed journal as well as creating my reaction paper for it. i scheduled myself last friday to read tons of instud notes and copy tatay's notes in algeb, which, i failed to do so. i hate myself for that.

i should be sleeping by now. i have to wake up by 4:30 to take a 15-minute bath and dress myself up, drink four one-inch red tablets in one sitting and wait for a good thirty minutes then eat. i need to be in school before my class starts at seven. then doze off again while on the road. then go down at south gate.

plus my medicine makes me crave for more food, which means i will be gaining a lot of weight in six months. NO WAY!

darn, i hate getting sick this way.

damnit.

six months to go.