Saturday, January 08, 2005

SHIYOOOT.

damn bored, as usual...

i feel so sleepy, maybe because for two consecutive nights i've been dreaming weird and disturbing dreams, the likes that will stick to your mind the rest of the day, or for my case, the rest of the week.

lately i've been sleeping in the wrong position, either over the sheets or sometimes with my feet over the headboard. and i always wake up at dawn, either of a nightmare or a bad headache. for three days already, i've been waking up because of the excruciating pain i feel "down there." my mom told me that menstruating with a bad dysmenorrhea will make a woman's childbirth more painful. if i am able to experience this much pain, ano pa kaya pag nanganak ako, mamanin ko lang kaya? hmmm...

this first week of third term went pretty well, although there were instances that i would realize that my eyes are drooping already in the middle of a lecture, especially during the "wee hours" in the morning, which is seven am. in the morning my mom had to wake me up several times, and a wake-up phone call from tatay before i get to stand up and eat breakfast, or take a shower, whichever comes first. then i neglect combing my hair before i leave, or put on lip gloss, especially when i'm in a hurry. and when i get to school, i'm already dead tired. oh dear, i need to get a car.

anyhoo, i just hoped that my sleeping habits would get better. i haven't taken my dose of caffeine this week, except for a tall hot choco i drank yesterday after my morning class. baaaa.