Monday, January 31, 2005

FCUK.

i can't seem to compose myself today. i HATE it fcuking BIG TIME!!!!

INTPHIL. i seemed like a walking zombie in class. i did not lack sleep, i ate my breakfast naman, but why is it when i'm in the mood to listen to the lecture i always feel drowsy and my eyes are like popping out?

duh.

i feel FAAAAATso. i gained weight. i FCUKING gained weight big time!!! aaaaaaaagh!!! what do i do?!

gar. yun lang.

Saturday, January 29, 2005

DEAD TIRED

leche! nabura lahat ng tinype ko!!!

anyway, we went to bulacan for cwts. pagod kami at wasted kahit wala pa sa kalahati yung biyahe. may baon akong cloth mask kasi nawawala yung N95 ko.

nagturo ako ng makabayan sa NR na grade one, nalimutan ko na yung pangalan. hindi kumagat sa suhol kong ice cream. pagkatapos nun bumalik kami ng jeep at nagkwentuhan, kumanta ng yeye bonel at maraming aegis. nagjoke kahit maraming pupipigil, tulad ng:

aspect - pantibag ng yelo (ice pick)
devalue -kasunod ng X (W)
effort - dito naglalanding ang efflane
dedicate - patayin ang pusa (dead the cat)
predicate - may isang kumontra sa nagpapa-dedicate (free the cat)
umidlip, nagising, nag-agawan sa unan, tapos umuwi. may nawalang jeep, yung isa nahulog yung pinto. nakipagdragrace sa kabilang jeep. naligo ng alikabok. umuwing ngarag, sabog at parang taong grasa.
pagod...
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Monday, January 24, 2005

I MADE KULOT MY HAIR AGAIN

so conyo noh?

anyway, i made kulot my hair again. this time i made use of citre shine gel instead of the wax i frequently use. ang baho kasi eh. yesterday i tried it but my arms are so pagod na twirling my hair with the tissue. this morning yung harap lang yung kulot, hindi nga kulot e, wavy lang. tapos the wax made it mabaho pa so it's like i didn't took a bath for like centuries ago. hahaha.

so ngayon, i made my hair na with the help of yaya jez, hindi ko kasi abot yung likod eh. don't worry citre shine is really mabango, i swear!

i'll post pictures here this week.:D

postscript: hey if you've read the previous post about my brain, er, that's not my brain. it's a brain for dissecting. we got hold of the brain during psych class. hahaha cool!!!

I TOOK OUT MY BRAIN FOR SHOW AND TELL

hello everybody!

i want to introduce my very dearest friend...

please welcome my friend who has been with me since time immemorial...

say hello to...







Saturday, January 22, 2005

HOHUMMM

let me tell you about my week.

this week is sooooooo T-I-R-I-N-G.... oh god.

considering that i was sick the whole week, and with plain lugaw and soup as my staple food for three and a half straight days (i started to eat rice wednesday night, which had no effect on me), and with sooo much to do in school, i began sleeping in the wrong position again that make my back hurt like hell (still not sure with that, i have to check with the doc).

this morning, i attended my org's team building, an amazing race type of activity which involves running, screaming, screaming, and of course, panting.

because i am too tired, i cannot compose myself too well. basta we ranked third place, dapat second place kung walang penalty.

pagod. sorry. i want fruit magic.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

GETTING SICK

let's recall what happened last sunday. i had stomachache that was eventually diagnosed as peptic ulcer. i also had fever.

and after three days, i am suffering from ennui, nauumay na ako sa lugaw, sabaw and whatnots. i think i have tonsillitis or something is swollen inside my mouth that i find it hard to swallow and my back is terribly painful, i don't know why.

argggh... why do i have to get sick when i don't want to be sick? it's barely a month after new year and this had to happen? and whenever i get sick i get cranky most of the time. i hate it so much. oh god.

good thing i am doing good in school. yup i'm in school today, in cybernook C-2-15 to be exact. i am in a port where there are no chairs. there is one vacant port with a chair but the pc is not working. my back is fcuking killing me, i need to sit down!!!

'nyhoo... i need a little help with my debut. i know it's still in august but like any other "grandiose" occasion, a debut needs long time planning. i already have my guest list (i have 99 guest, a tentative number) but i still need ideas for the theme and to perk my guests up. look, my ideas of a tropical and a band breakout theme was scrapped after proposing it to my parents, and then i was thinking of revising the traditional 18 roses for the boys into 18 bears. they have to buy the bears, the one that they think, suits my personality, or whatever. i haven't polished my plans, my brain is all cramped up. please help me, please!!!

Monday, January 17, 2005

NOT FEELING WELL

i haven't been feeling well since yesterday morning. had 39 degrees of fever the time i woke up, then my tummy's aching like hell has transferred its new location. the rest of yesterday was spent lying down, with a throw pillow between my stomach and the bed. it was so painful that i had to throw up the food i ate during breakfast.

after lunch, it was diagnosed to be, er, peptic ulcer. good luck.

imagine, one week of eating lugaw? i had to admit that lugaw is one of my favorite food, but without the hardboiled egg and the chicken meat, i don't think lugaw would be the food for the week for me. and what like sir briones said, i might as well suffer from ennui, oo, ngayon p lang nauumay na ako.

baaa... i still feel awful. although the pain is lesser compared to yesterday, i still don't feel normal. it's as if my stomach will pop out. i hate it. i hate it. i fcuking hate it!!!

Saturday, January 15, 2005

IT'S SO COOOOOLDDDDD.......................

ang lamiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig! grabe! brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
anyhoo, i got this from my mom's heap of documents:
Pelvic sonography reveals a single fetus in cephalic presentation with a gestational age of 38 weeks based on BPD measurement. The placenta is fundal, anterior, left sided and extending posteriorly.
Realtime and TM-mode evaluation shows active fetal cardiac pulsation and bodily movements.
IMPRESSION: Intra-uterine pregnancy, live, 38 weeks age of gestation
and eighteen years after, that fetus came out as a really terrible bratinella, that was ME. MUAHAHAHAHA!

DON'T ADD ME IF I DON'T KNOW YOU. I'M NOT FRIENDLY.

WHY DO PEOPLE I DON'T PERSONALLY KNOW KEEPS ON ADDING ME?!

i don't know, either.

for four consecuive days, i have been receiving friend requests from people i don't know. normally, i check their profiles to see if we got to know each other personally in the past or somehow remember their real names despite their monickers. bah, i kept getting second degree friend requests, and i don't even know them, even an inch or so of their fingernail!

DUH! AS IN DUH!!!

I HATE IT!!!

Friday, January 14, 2005

TODAY

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

today my havaianas will arrive. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

(THUNDEROUS LAUGH)

and today i will cut my hair... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

wala lang.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

THIRD TERM IS WAAAY TOO TIRING

baa baa black sheep have you any wool
yes sir, yes sir three bags full
one for my master and one for the maid
and one for the little boy who lives down the lake
baa baa black sheep have you any wool
yes sir yes sir three bags full

ahahahahaha.

i'm too tired.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

THE HALOSCAN IS INSTALLED

sige, rant lang ng rant! hindi bawal!

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had an exhausting day today. we finally met with our filipi1 prof, she is a very hyper person, and she is not your ordinary filipino teacher; she does not use hifaluting (whatever is the spelling) words but rather she speaks the gay lingo! reminds me of my economics teacher when i was in high school.:D

anyhoo, my batt is draining, but i don't want to use the AC connection kasi sayang daw sa kuryente. you know, austerity measures. i'm not even allowed to use the laptop for friendstering except for weekends... waaah...

salut for now...:D

Saturday, January 08, 2005

SHIYOOOT.

damn bored, as usual...

i feel so sleepy, maybe because for two consecutive nights i've been dreaming weird and disturbing dreams, the likes that will stick to your mind the rest of the day, or for my case, the rest of the week.

lately i've been sleeping in the wrong position, either over the sheets or sometimes with my feet over the headboard. and i always wake up at dawn, either of a nightmare or a bad headache. for three days already, i've been waking up because of the excruciating pain i feel "down there." my mom told me that menstruating with a bad dysmenorrhea will make a woman's childbirth more painful. if i am able to experience this much pain, ano pa kaya pag nanganak ako, mamanin ko lang kaya? hmmm...

this first week of third term went pretty well, although there were instances that i would realize that my eyes are drooping already in the middle of a lecture, especially during the "wee hours" in the morning, which is seven am. in the morning my mom had to wake me up several times, and a wake-up phone call from tatay before i get to stand up and eat breakfast, or take a shower, whichever comes first. then i neglect combing my hair before i leave, or put on lip gloss, especially when i'm in a hurry. and when i get to school, i'm already dead tired. oh dear, i need to get a car.

anyhoo, i just hoped that my sleeping habits would get better. i haven't taken my dose of caffeine this week, except for a tall hot choco i drank yesterday after my morning class. baaaa.

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

BAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

HELP!

i need someone good in web d's to help me put my tagboard here... i don't know how to...

(stupid me)

anyhoo, classes started this morning. we only had two classes today, but since pe prof was absent the first day of third term classes (buti na lang hindi ko dinala yung pe uniform ko), tatay and i were able to spend time with each other inside the campus -- eating cracklings salt and vinegar, ako lang pala eheheheh!:D

at eleven i went straight to g4 to meet with my mom, who brought the unused diskettes to my cousin, who bought the virused pc for i-don't-know-how-much pesos. actually i really don't know if he bought the pc or mom just gave it to him. he is suppose to transfer mom's files to the diskette but since i reminded them that the laptop does not have an A:/ drive port, they decided to transfer it na lang in a CD-RW.

woooh... my legs are sooo tired... i wore my old maryjanes to school, together with my pedals and my brown german-printed blouse (wala nang masuot, i don't have that much money pa to rehash my old wardrobe). i got so tired cleaning my toes last night and i would be soooo ashamed to exposed my dirty feet in public--in yellow banana peel flipflops! YUCK!

and so awhile ago after eating lunch, we headed to rustan's U to see some clothes. they were awesome but we didn't have money, and mom did not want to risk her credit card with me (kuripot!) i fitted some off-shoulder tops but since i was raised into a conservative chuva daw (i totally forgot the whole term, i was busy looking for some cool finds), i can't wear it to school nor in a place where there's lots of people. it really doesn't make sense! eh saan ko yun susuotin, sa kwarto ko lang, pantulog? hmmmm...

and then we headed to havaianas, i wanted to get the tall white flipflops but since new stocks will be arriving this friday, i will definitely go back to get it! ROOOARRR!!!

oh god, i am so obsessed with flipflops... this year when i celebrate my eighteenth birthday, please give me flipflops of any brand except islander or the stuff you buy in palengkes (ang arte noh?) it doesn't matter if it's from greenhills or tutuban or from rustans or greenbelt, as long as i can wear it in malls and in school... aite? the date is august 15, but that's not the party date kase i haven't reserved yet, and i think that's finals week for the next school year. and btw, i am size 10 in banana peel and between 39-40 or 40-41 in havaianas. heeheehee!

sige na, demanding na kung demanding!

hayyyy...

Monday, January 03, 2005

NEW LAPTOP!

FINALLY! i already got my christmas wish!

although this is not exactly what i wanted, at least i got a nice and updated thingy called a compaq presario.:D i'm so happy!

anyways, i already paid for my third term tuition fees. i realized that it is better to fall in line without sitting, down, compared to lining up in the well-ventilated conserv where you've got no idea if your name has been called already.

hainako, nakakapagod this day. eheheheheh.:D

Sunday, January 02, 2005

BELATED EVERYTHING

this is Mslagent's fault...

it destroyed my pc... my files... my stuff... my tech stuff...

be careful when you download stuff from the net, anything can harm your pc/laptop/palm/whatsoever you have in there. install an anti-virus thingy.

anyhoo.........

A JOYFUL CHRISTMAS AND A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!!

it wasn't a merry christmas and a happy new year for everybody. first off, it's because of the tragedies that has strucked many Filipinos in Southern Luzon, due to the landslides caused by the typhoons. many people had died and properties have been devastated. second, da king has died and it became a big fuss for a week or so. then right after christmas tsunamis had hit several south Asian countries and it claimed thousands of lives. i was able to realize how powerful God is, in just one instance he could take everything away. everything that had happened has a purpose that we are yet to find out. let's keep on praying.

my christmas is not as happy as before. it seemed that it just came in like any other day. it was my first christmas that our christmas tree did not have gifts as many as before, but rather, just a small star-shaped light and gifts that are to be given to selected friends. we did not even shopped for christmas that much, we did not have that much gifts to wrap, as well as that much gifts to open. the elders' (my dad's aunts, parents and siblings) aguinaldos depreciated, from last year's P100 from this year's P50, though there were more bonding with my father-side cousins (we watched so happy together--it was so lame that i wish i watched mano po 3-- and pajama partied until 6am)

during new year's eve, we prepared for media noche. we had roast chicken, fruit jello, two pastas, a seafood linguine and corned beef carbonara. it was also the first new year that we did not get our noses black and dusty (no one in our street lighted fireworks), slept at one am and woke up early the next day.

overall, it was a tiring, boring break for me. i wish i was in school.

hoping for the next holiday to be more happier.

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS (not arranged)

  1. have 60% of my time studying, 40% for recreation
  2. improve my study habits
  3. get rid of bad habits
  4. stop being SO immature (you know what i mean, right?)
  5. diet, diet, diet!
  6. jog more often; stop being shy while jogging
  7. use sports com's swimming pool!
  8. stop installing/downloading unnecessary softwares
  9. blog more often
  10. study more, sleep less
  11. manage time wisely
  12. save money; open a bank account
  13. shop more often but wisely
  14. get--is this the right word-- regular foot/handspa, mani-pedi, body massage, hotoils
  15. change wardrobe
  16. fix/clean/redecor my room
  17. eat more veggies
  18. improve on criticisms
  19. spend more time with my family
  20. spend more time with the person i love

PLANS FOR 2005

  1. prepare for debut (sorry, no cotillons)
  2. attend go-sees, VTRs (cousin's advice)
  3. enroll in powerdance
  4. attend school-sponsored seminars and workshops
  5. apply for school paper

cheerios, 2005!