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anyways. i felt that as time passes, i begin to adapt to a new culture calleD C-O-L-L-E-G-E. yup. kanina hindi na ako ngangarag-ngarag at hopefully hindi bukas, dahil kailangan ko gumising mg super aga, as in 5:00am.
grrrrrrr.
kakagawa lang nitong lecheng pc ko. nilagyan ng bagong chip kaya mas mataas na ang memory. bakit ko ba sinasabi ito sa inyo? kasi mayabang ako.
oo, inaamin ko. mana kasi ako kay kuya jeff.
joke.
nakita ko kahapon si francis garchitorena kahapon ulit sa simbahan. hindi ko na lang siya pinansin. sana nakita nyang nagdadaldalan kami ni kuya jeff tungkol sa bago nyang lovelife habang nagmimisa.
heheh.
as usual, wala lang.
heartbreak
BYE *person*.
you'll get what i mean if you've been reading my previous blog.
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye
bye... thank you... *sob*
anyways. [wipes face]
1. Importante ba looks nya? ^er. not quite. ok lang.
2. Ang height: ^doesnt really matter.
3. Type of food: ^sweet sour and spicy.
4. Kailangan ba mayaman? ^a wee bit in the middle
5. Matalino? ^not really. you know, stock knowledge
6. May respeto? ^yes!
7. Seryoso sa buhay? ^er. no?
8. Sport nya? ^basta he goes to the gym and dances. doesn't really matter
9. Dapat ba nagkikita kayo everyday? ^nope.
10. Shud call or text you? ^yes
11. Dapat ba may abs? ^siguro
12. Pierce? ^ok lang pero wag namang tadtad
13. Sweet ba dapat? ^yes!
14. Jealous? ^as long as he knows his limit
15. Shud smoke? ^doesn't matter
16. Shud drink? ^yes in moderation
17. Mr. popular or ordinary? ^ok lang
18. Good attitude or Good looks? balance
19. A gentleman? ^YES!
20. Accept you? ^yes
21. Make you cry? ^[i hear wedding bells] *sob* CHARING.
22. Use you? ^nah.
23. Impress you? ^yes?
24. Give everything to you? ^not really. baka sabihin nya selfish ako
25. Sweetest thing you wnt him/her to do 4u? ^surprise me of something that i really like
well, that's life.
shit pc!
A POP-UP WINDOW WAS FUCKED(BLOCKED)
shet pc ko. i can't read any of my comments board. blocked daw. bwiset.
hanggang ngayon sira ang friendster? HELLERRRRRR!!!
nakakainis.
trouble
I DUNNO BUT IF EVER THAT'S GONNA BE, WELL I'M IN BIG TROUBLE.
attended artapre talk this morning. was kinda sleepy the whole session(actually there was a lot of us sleepy) that we managed to get some mentos. actually our side was a little rowdy, i dunno if i was, though. artapre prof was kinda mad at the people at the back (our side) for being so noisy.
i dunno if i ever belonged to that group.
i'm scared now. not for myself. but for everyone.
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ANG ARAW NA (almost) WALANG EXPRESSION
ewan. pero ganun talaga.
three days na sunud-sunod na gising ng 5:30a at tulog ng bandang 11pm. sabayan mo pa ng siksikang parang sardinas sa MRT at LRT. hindi ka ba mapapagod dun... diba?
on the heavier side (may ganun ba?), kahit na medyo ngarag-ngarag na ako sa RELSONE i managed to stay awake at magtanong ng mga tanong na alam kong wala talagang mararating. kahit tinext ko na ang nanay ko na may patunog na "please lang sunduin nyo na ako" at nakipag laugh trip kay gian, talagang walang magandang nangyari at inaantok pa rin ako.
talagang gusto ko nang umuwi kahapon pagkatapos ng class (boring ang CRITHIN eh, at wala na talagang energy yung utak ko) kaya nagpasundo ako. tamang tama, maganda ang panahon. umuulan. kaya natulog ako. pero hindi, maganda ang storya sa dzmm. hindi rin ako nakatulog. nahilo pa ako.
isa lang ang point ko dito. nakakapagod ang college.
yun lang.
third day
MY THIRD, LONGEST DAY OF MY WHOLE EXISTENCE
toink lang.
if you're gonna look at me for the record, i look so harrased, considering that i was halfway through what i expected from college -- long breaks = la cuacha.
doiiiiiii.
as far as i'm concerned, i literally "died" due to some sort of sprinting to this and that, and climbing up the MRT and LRT stairs. aaahh. that is something i consider DEATH.
[may naririnig akong sumisigaw ng COOOOOOOOOL!. cool ka dyan.]
PE was crazy. i didn't expect the prof to be older than any other PE teacher. she looks tired and sullen, plus old maid traits. errr. and she looks older than my mom, coz my mom could pass up to 40 years old. dibaaaaa?!
[kasabay niyan ma, ALLOWANCE HIKE for pete's sake!]
ARTAPRE was ok enough, since we are required, as in REQUIRED to watch shrek 2! oooh i'm so dying to watch that movie, especially if there's mike myers doing some dubbing. oooooooh.
but before that BAMBOO had a concert at the amphi. what can you expect from, me, a major party pooper, i'm in the library burning my guts out looking for that freaking aerobics book with cheska, which is nowhere to be found. then thirty minutes before ARTAPRE we went to the yuchengco, near the shaded part and listened to BAMBOO. killjoy that i was, i had my huge knapsack propped on the steps of yuchengco, lied on it and [tadaaaaaaaa!] slept. under the sun. while loud, screaming sounds made by the lead (is his name really bamboo or is it just the group's name?) kept blaring at the huge speakers. i was able to take a cat nap, though. thank you.
then it was ARTAPRE.
my brain was half-sleeping during the whole class, that's why i wasn't able to take down notes well, and answer the prof's questions (it was gian who took my answer grrr hehe joke). all i wanted that very moment is to bite my tongue and sleep.
ORIENT1 is soooooo boring. what made me awake during that time was the asaran with the boys especially when i made inggit monmon with the mentos, and the small head-big body that the prof made. i don't even know the name of the prof. grrr.
very tired today.
my balikbayan tito, uncle joe was here for lunch this afternoon. sayang i wasn't able to see him and demand a bigger gift aside from a foreign magazine. i mean, hellooo. ang dami kayang ganun sa greenhills. he always brings my dad some orig dvd's (this time he bought my dad some unknown titles; he could've bought me a pair of pants or a pair of sneakers) then this time there's more, and more! huge SAUSAGES.
eww.
that's probably it for tonight.
college!!!! aaaaahhhhh!!!!
ANG WALANG PAKUNDANGANG TILI NG ISANG "PROMDI", NEWBIE AT ISANG FROSHIE
nyay.
tssss. ewan. muling nagbukas ang lekat na klaseng puyat at ngarag ako. natigil pa ang MRT ng 30minutes sa may magallanes. asar talaga, kasi ihing-ihi na ako nung mga panahong yun. kung sakaling nag-react pa ako sa nangyari kanina eh malamang dinala na nila ako sa pinakamalapit na police station.
ang kaso: frustrated homicide
i mean, sino ba ang hindi maiimbyerna diba? biruin mo, para kaming 555 sardines sa mrt nung sumakay ako sa gma station tapos yung mamang nasa harap ko, feeling naman nya chinachansingan ko sya, the nerve! eh ang baho-baho naman nya! tapos yun nga, sobrang siksik kami, tapos 30 minutes ngang stalled sa magallanes. bwisit! tapos mga 3 minutes sa
bandang pasay. kaasar talaga!
pagsakay ko naman ng lrt, oks na kaya lang nagsiksikan yung mga lalaki sa harapan ko, so nung palabas na ako ng vito cruz, eh sorry lang nakaharang sila sa pinto noh, wag silang magagalit sa akin! grrrr!
ordeal 1: ENGLONE
yung prof, (nalimutan ko yung last name) ok naman. she looks like my mom. she's nicer than what i expected: angele and the gang (nyaaaay!) tapos she dismissed us 25 minutes early -- cool!
ordeal 2: LUNCH
walang budget, mcdo lang. heheh.
ordeal 3: ANTHROP
the prof had to go on leave, so may refresher, isang bading! (uy rhyme!) jurassic ang phone nya (hoy ganun yung unit ko dati--jurassic nga!) nagkacrush kay moks at eugene.
ordeal 4: isa pang jurassic - ARTAPRE
hindi naman sya masyadong demanding. wala, para lang syang nag-utos na hanapin ang scientific name ng pitong klase ng kuto na nakita kay bob marley. bad trip.
ordeal 5: UWIAN AT MGA HAGDAN
daig ang cardiofunk, body jam, rotex at treadmill ang fitness first. at paglalakad mula gma-kamuning mrt hanggang east avenue and back, kundi lang mabilis magpatakbo ng sasakyan si daddy. hayyy
heck, college life it is...
welcome, kayci.
[BRAIN: welcome ka dyan?! kung inuupakan kita?]
first day! first day!
UNANG ARAW NG PAGIGING LASALISTA
nakakatuwa. kasi umiiral ang pagka-mangyan ko. nandito ako sa cybernook ng university library.
and to think na oks ang first subject namin, ayoko na atang umuwi.
hehe. joke lang.
dork! dork!
DORK! DORK!
my gum's aching. and i hate it.
[talagang di makatiis noh?]
anyways, i have another blog, (btw, that's the blog i'm using right now) and it will be active for a couple of days na lang. if you want to see it, sorry but i ain't gonna post it here, just email me or YM me. (YM ID is sobereignity, email is chopped_liver888@yahoo.com)
heheh. daz it.
thanks, char.
very, er, APROPOS.
one liner lang: HELLO LR19!
yun lang.
welcome sa blog ko.
